dreams

i simply dream of this day, ever lasting yet ending slowly and i wonder why? let me think... oh yes, its because i forgot to grab this important part, and you know how they say never let go.. well it just slipped out my hands and as it rolls off these finger tips i am still dreaming. and my mind is still beating. now, isn't it suppose to be ur heart? see im a different story i write my own book and when published you can always find these faults listed in alphabetical order. and yes im still dreaming but i am hit by this amazing words that comes out of me. but they're soon to be amazing. they're only flipped over what twice?.. and those two times mean alot. cause' i have not yet found what im really suppose to be dreaming of. dreams are slowly attacking me. i am barely catching them and the ones that i have in my hands are only there cause' i simply picked them off the ground. im still dreaming of this day ever lasting.. yet ending slowly. and theres one way to stop it.... i just don't know how. and as i ask these questions i am getting farther and farther away from a solution that would soon suit me. cause' believe it or not. my dreams dont come in the mail what three times a month so now im only sticking with this one dream wating to come. and my dreams dont seem to wait for no one so as days go bye im looking for another dream.. but this one is still behind.. so now ill just wait 'til its night again.. this way i could finally get another dream.